16 Months Old

It's crazy to me that Katie Wynn is already 16 months old.  What happened to my little baby?  Everyday she becomes more and more of a little girl with thoughts and opinions and ideas all her own.  It's so fun to get to watch the wheels turn in her head while she discovers new things.  I just love getting to be her mama.  It is, hands down, my very favorite job.

This past week we had her 15 month checkup.  Yes, we were a month behind.  We didn't get to see our usual doctor but we loved the one we saw in her place.  And Katie Wynn got a great report!  She weighed in at just 21 pounds, only 1 pound more than at 12 months.  I was concerned but Dr. Campbell didn't seem to be at all.  

(Barefoot in the dr.'s office = gross, I know, but at least we were the first ones there for the day?)

15 mo checkup
15 mo checkup

After just a few minutes of observing Katie Wynn, Dr. Campbell commented that I had a little independent one on my hands.  I wanted to say, "Tell me something I don't know," as we battle everyday when it's time to get dressed.  Sweet girl, for the love of all things good and holy, as soon as you learn your left from your right and top from bottom, I will let you put your shoes on yourself every. single. day.  But until then, just let mama help, mkay?

making a shirt!

I commented to my mom today that Katie Wynn has probably cried more during this month (January) than she has her whole little life!  Poor girl has just had it rough lately.  Between starting daycare, a bad cold, what seems to be a case of separation anxiety, and just run-of-the-mill toddlerness, we are all about ready to close the books on this month!  

stirring the pot
grocery shopping

Today was a good example of one of her out-of-nowhere breakdowns.  We had a mini Valentine photoshoot scheduled for 3:00.  After church, we had a quick lunch and I put her down for a nap so she'd be in good spirits.  She awoke in a great mood, had a snack, got dressed easily, and laughed the whole way in the car.  But when we got to the shoot location and I put her down in the little rocking chair, massive amounts of tears!  Screaming and bawling!  For no reason at all!  Her mimi and I were both there trying to cheer her up.  We even got Lolli out of the car to calm her but nothing would work.  The photographer had a giant lollipop for her and even that didn't do the trick.  We stayed and watched the next session - a friend of ours - hoping that would help her see that it was ok, but nothing was going to get her to smile for the camera.  

Then we got home and she was all about that giant lollipop and sitting for the camera.  What a little toot!  I only had my phone camera handy but I have saved the lollipop so we can try again with my real camera on another pretty day.  So much for that paid-for photo session.  :(

valentine sucker
two lollipops

Two lollipops in one picture!  Har har.

We are definitely getting some good glimpses of the terrible twos, but we have some really, really good moments too.  There is no better feeling than when she runs towards me to give my leg a good squeeze, or when her face lights up after I walk in the room.  And the times when I say, "Can I have a kiss?" and she actually stops what she's doing to come over and plant one right on my lips?  That's when my heart just melts into a giant puddle.

I texted the picture below to her daddy to show him that I tried to curl her hair.  :)

curled hair

Just so I have it written somewhere, here are some current K-dub stats.  She can say Mama, Dada, no, more, bye, woah, night night, ball, and I'm sure a few more words that I'm forgetting.  She can give fives and high fives, wave bye-bye and blow kisses, give hugs, find her belly, belly button, toes, and nose.  She knows what a hairbrush is for and can help put her toys away.  She knows all the supplies needed to change a diaper and where to find them (though we've since had to childproof that cabinet since she was wasting them all on Baby Doll).  She can use a pencil to scribble on paper.  This week she has also tried to scribble on cabinets and walls.  When I ask her if she's stinky, she'll grab her bottom if she is.  She can sign for more, all done, and please.

She went on a crazy teething spurt and has a good mouth full of them now.  I think there are about 12 in total, but she doesn't like for me to take a look.  She drinks whole milk and, unfortunately, still prefers it out of a bottle.  We are trying hard to push the sippy cup (she will drink juice out of a sippy cup though).  She still sleeps with her paci and, thanks to daycare, keeps it in her mouth a lot during the day too.  She LOVES to drink whatever I'm drinking, especially fun things like smoothies, slushes, and icees.  I've found myself hiding from her when I have something I don't want to share.  :)  

As far as food goes, she could live on fruit alone.  She devours mandarin oranges and bananas like crazy.  She also loves blueberries, strawberries, and peaches.  Crackers and bread of any kind are always a hit.  Any flavor of yogurt or applesauce makes her happy.  She will eat any vegetable in pureed or baby food form, but doesn't really like them in their real form.  We really have to work on that one.  I probably shouldn't admit it, but she has a bit of a sweet tooth.  She can spot a powdered donut or nutty butter bar from across the room and knows exactly what kind of wrapper a Hershey kiss comes in.  As with most toddlers I'm sure, everything else just depends on the day.  One day she likes ham, the next she doesn't.  Sometimes string cheese is the best thing ever, other days it's the worst.  A lot of food gets thrown on the floor as we try to determine what kind of food day we're on.

ball popper
box of balls

Even during the most trying moments, I can't imagine wanting to spend my time with any other little girl.  She keeps my heart full (and my house a complete wreck).  I think she is going to be a very caring and sweet big sister.  But then as soon as our little boy is old enough to hold his own, I have a feeling she's going to be a bit bossy too.  :)  

Matt is traveling this week so it's just me and Katie Wynn.  I'm just praying that we survive, but some good days at daycare would really be icing on the cake!  Here's to only a few days left in January!

Tiny Pantry

Katie Wynn got the cutest little shopping cart for Christmas from her Mimi and Poppy.  It's like a real deal metal shopping cart, not a plastic hot pink one or anything like that.  I seriously love it.  To go with it, her Mimi also gave her a boat load of groceries, because really, what's a shopping cart without some groceries to go in it?  The only problem was that the groceries were taking over our kitchen!  Even when I straightened them and lined them up by height (OCD, maybe?), our kitchen never felt picked up with them in there.

Enter a tiny pantry.  I found this plan from Ana White's website (she calls it a fridge, I'm calling it a pantry) and sent it to my Dad so he could get excited about our next woodshop project!

We managed to use all scraps to put it together and made it using all of Ana's dimensions.  It wasn't hard to build at all, but ours is definitely wonky in several places since we used less-than-ideal materials.  It's perfect for Katie Wynn, though!

I decided to paint the back wall pink approximately 4 days before finding out that we have a boy on the way.  Should've just left it all white, but oh well.  (Sorry for the craptastic iphone photos.  I was snapping them in a hurry before KW got her hands on it.)

empty pantry
closed pantry

As we built it, I kept thinking that it looked really tiny.  But after getting it home on Saturday and filling it up with all of her groceries, I saw that it's the perfect size!  It fits perfectly on this tiny wall in our kitchen and holds all of her food with some wiggle room to spare. 

full pantry
grocery shopping

She loved seeing all of her groceries in it, and especially loves getting to open and close the doors!

grocery shopping
grocery shopping

I decided to do a little shopping of my own and found the cutest little girl to cram into my shopping cart!  Don't you agree?  :)

shopping cart
shopping cart

I'm glad she likes the pantry we whipped up for her, but I'm especially glad to have a place to store all those groceries now!  Don't tell her, but Santa Claus is already scheming up plans to make the matching kitchen stove and sink to go with it for Christmas next year...

Gender Reveal!

Lemme just start by saying this: "mother's intuition" is a load of crap.

With that said, lemme tell you about our day last Wednesday!

Matt met me at the doctor's office for my 10:45 appointment.  They had already called me back for my ultrasound but when I said he wasn't here yet, they were nice enough to wait for a few minutes.  This was the second time he was late for the big ultrasound!

Our ultrasound tech was AWESOME.  She was so incredibly nice and chatted with us and pointed out every little thing on the screen.  It's a good thing she was there and could tell what she was looking at because I had no idea.  At one point, I thought we were looking at ribs and then she told me it was the nose and lips.  Oh.  Right.  Nose and lips.  Got it.  The best news of the day is that our little baby is as healthy as can be.  There were four chambers in the heart, two kidneys and lungs, no cleft pallet, ten fingers and ten toes, and everything else they look for.  

We also found out that this baby is playing footsie with my bladder, which totally explains why I had to use the bathroom three times during my hour visit.

Like last time, I had made a card for the tech to fill out indicating what the baby's gender is.  I wanted to be surprised.  Matt really wanted to look at the screen.  So when the time came for her to look at the revealing area, I turned my head while he watched.  He was under strict orders to make no facial expressions or ask confirmation or say anything.  Luckily, when the tech said she already knew, he still hadn't really seen anything.  Amateur.  

We left the appointment and went straight to a restaurant where my parents and brother were waiting for us.  I think they were slightly disappointed to find out that we didn't even know yet!  We made it through our lunch and then the time finally came.

I handed our telling envelope over to our waiter, Jeffrey, and chose one dessert for each gender.  If the envelope said boy, he was to bring us chocolate cheesecake, and if it said girl, it was vanilla creme brulee. 

jeffrey and envelope

Jeffrey was such a good sport for playing along with us.  I made sure no one at the table was peeking and watching for him to walk through the restaurant.  Luckily, he snuck up from around the corner and asked if we were ready.  By that time, we had skyped in Matt's parents so we held up our phones and told him we were ready.

Chocolate cheesecake it is!

chocolate cheesecake

I am officially oh for two on guessing what's in my belly.  How could I possibly be so incredibly wrong?!  I won't lie, I was initially disappointed because I had convinced myself I was gonna be a girl mom and had already started thinking about how two sisters would be very best friends.  It didn't help that I also really wanted to eat some creme brulee.

It's funny because I was also initially disappointed when I found out KW was a girl, and now I can't imagine her not being a little girl.  After having a few days to digest the news, I am beginning to get really excited about having a little boy!

Speaking of our little boy, here he is!  Isn't that a sweet little profile?

baby boy profile

Looks like we have a little thumb sucker on our hands.

And I just love this one.  How precious is that foot print?!  And that's his little hand trying to grab it.  Silly boy.

hand and foot

The rest of the day went a little downhill from there.  Mom and I left lunch to go run errands (and didn't even buy a single boy item - shocker!) and ended up stranded with a flat tire.  Super shout-out to my dad who showed up in his suit to rescue us and put on the spare in the FREEZING cold.

changing flat
changing flat

Back at home that evening (after putting the still-hates-daycare kid to bed), I attempted to make cake pops as a gender reveal for my coworkers the next day.  The plan was to have both pink and blue pops on the outside, but the cake on the inside would reveal the gender with its color.  The reality is that it was a complete disaster.  I really don't know what went wrong, except that I bought an off-brand for the outer pink and blue coats so maybe that was the problem?  Whatever it was, I only ended up with four decent cake pops!  The others were a wreck!

cake pops
fail

Needless to say, I went to bed very frustrated knowing that I wouldn't have enough cake pops to share with everyone.  

Saturday night we had some friends over for dinner and we were excited to share the news with them too.  They all either already have a boy or expecting one, so we are glad to be adding another one to the play group! To reveal the news, we filled a balloon with balloon confetti and popped it after everyone had arrived.  I didn't get a picture of it, but I did get a cute picture of the four matching kids!

matching kids

Katie Wynn loved having so many playmates at her house!  Hopefully that means she's ready to have a full-time boy playmate living with her.  Something tells me she's gonna get very bossy...

An Update

Let me just cut to the chase: Lolli's home!  And we are very, very thrilled!  

Ok, now I'll back up to where I left off Saturday night.  

I woke up early-ish Sunday morning and immediately called the animal hospital to check on Lolli.  Her stats were continuing to improve but she still had zero interest in eating any food.  The person I spoke to on the phone encouraged me to bring any special food she liked with us when we came to visit.

We weren't able to make it over there until after church, so it was about 1:00 when we arrived.  Unfortunately, we had to wait in the waiting room for a little while.  Fortunately, there were plenty of pamphlets for us to read.

tippy toes
pamphlet reading

Eventually they called us back and we got to hang out in a private room with our sweet girl.  She was so excited, she immediately squatted down and let out a bucket of tee-tee.  :)  Actually, that was probably from all the fluid she's been getting.  

We brought with us a baggie of her dog food and some dog treats, but just in case those didn't work, we also had a slice of cheese and a baggie of Katie Wynn's cheerios. 

feeding lolli

It was really strange because she was SO excited to see the food but after the first bite, she just wouldn't eat any of it.  She would occasionally lick it in my hand but never actually pick it up to eat.  We were really bummed out.

petting lolli
feeding lolli

After about a thirty minute visit, we could tell Lolli was getting really tired.  Plus, our toddler was getting antsy in the room.  She can only rearrange the two chairs so many times, you know?

We watched her get loaded back into her cage with her heating pad and gave kisses and waved bye-bye.  The tech said she laid her head on the side of the wall as if she was sad when we walked away.  Talk about heartbreaking!  

As we left, we hoped for her stats to continue to improve and for her to gain an appetite.  We didn't want her to have to stay on the IV much longer.

The emergency animal hospital that we were at is only open when normal vets' offices are closed.  That means they closed at 8am Monday morning and Lolli had to be picked up no later than 7:30.  In an attempt to get everyone to daycare/work on time, Matt was up early this morning and out the door by 5:30 to go pick her up.  He really is the best daddy, even to our fur baby.

He arrived back home shortly before seven, just as I received a text from Sarah, our vet tech.  She wanted to remind us that the hospital should have a blood sample to send home with us and not to let them forget.  We immediately checked the bag they gave Matt and sure enough, there was no blood sample included.  So frustrating!  This blood sample was taken before the meds were started and would act as a baseline to compare for the Addison's disease test.  And since they closed at 8, we didn't have much more time.

Matt was loading Katie Wynn up to take to daycare and we formed a plan.  He would swing back by the hospital to get the blood sample and go to work; I would finish getting ready, take Lolli to vet, drive out to his work to get blood sample, take it back to our vet's office, and then finally go to work.  Not the way we wanted to start our Monday morning, but it would work.

I had the foresight to call the hospital to let them know he would be coming back for the blood sample.  After being put on hold for a few minutes, the girl came back on the line to tell me she had checked all the refrigerators but the blood sample must've been discarded.  Seriously!??!

We got a lucky break.  They hadn't actually given her the steroid yet that would alter her bloodwork, so the test could still be performed.  Thank goodness!

During the hour-ish that Lolli was home between the hospital and the vet, we set up a blanket and heating pad for her in a chair.  I noticed she wasn't in the chair and looked over to find her in her normal spot: on top of our throw pillows.  She looked at me as if to say, "Seriously, woman.  Have you already forgotten where I lay?"  I slid the heating pad in behind her and said a tiny little prayer that her IV port wouldn't drip blood all over everything.

on pillows

I dropped her back off at our vet's office on my way in to work.  They were all thrilled to see how much perkier she was!  Even the ladies at the front desk could tell she was feeling a lot better.  The plan for the day was to do the Addison's test, give her her first shot for it, and hopefully get her to eat.

Around 1:00, I texted Sarah for an update.  She said Lolli had eaten some baby food chicken and also some real chicken.  Yay!  They were trying to go easy on her little stomach and didn't give her much, but considering she hadn't eaten anything since last Tuesday, that was huge improvement!

When I arrived this afternoon to pick her up, they had her IV taken out.  They said by that afternoon, there was no more tearing the chicken into little pieces, that she was stealing it from their hands!  They also said that she had growled and barked at a few dogs that had passed by, so she must've really been feeling more like her old self!  

At home, we were greeted by a happy dad and an excited little girl!  There was lots of gentle petting and exchanging of kisses.  :)

my girls
my girls
my girls

Lolli has already run circles around the house and gone outside to use the bathroom.  She sat under the highchair during dinner and ate a slice and half of cheese.  While she is still not back to 100%, she is MUCH better than she was on Saturday and we could not be happier.  We still don't have the official results from the Addison's test back yet, but that will come in the next day or two.  We have some medicines to continue giving her right now while she builds up her strength and gets used to eating again, but hopefully we'll get to where she just needs the monthly shot and no daily meds.

THANK YOU to everyone who has asked about and prayed for her.  We are indebted to so many people who have helped her get better in any way over the last week!